I could pretend that I am tough as nails.
But your hammer would release me;
And as I was ripped from the wall-
Where I once supported the frames which encompassed your treasured memories,
You could unconsciously step back and allow me to fall to the ground,
So that my rusty exterior-
Would never again stain your hand.
You would pick me [...]
When you become accustomed to sharing yourself with someone, it is difficult to bring that to a halt. Today I realized that cutting off communication with a very good friend of mine, and someone whom I love very deeply is not going to be easy AT ALL. I can recount at least 4 experiences which [...]
I fell in love with a man that I was never in an actual relationship with. For about 2 years or so we were friends,lovers, fuck buddies, and confidants. I made an emotional investment with a man who never made the same investment with me. I am usually a person of logic. The other night [...]
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If I could go back in time and change the way things happened between us, I would
but then again would I have learned from it?
Would I have the opportunity to grow stronger?
No
Over and over again I get caught in your web
your [...]
For HIM….
I threw my poems away, because I believed HIM when he said they were too deep for us. They were deeper than anything that happened between us at that point. So I threw them away, and believed for a long time that it was ok. I am not a poet, nor have I ever [...]
If so, then why do we fight it when we get it. I want a man that’s strong and ambitious. A provider and a good friend is what I keep telling myself that I want. So what’s the problem? This strong, ambitious and hard working man is in love with me. Showers me with all [...]
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I tried to piece him together. My grandmother always told me, “ you can’t change a man, so there is no need to try.” I didn’t listen. She said it more than once. From what I recall, I must have heard [...]
I wonder if it would make a difference if I told him what is going on what would he say and how would he react? I wonder if he would stay with me? marry me? or if he would just pit me until I am gone and move on to something else, someone else? Would [...]
